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Shinji Ikari (碇 シンジ) ([personal profile] hedgehogsdilemma) wrote in [community profile] hugtopia_logs2019-09-29 11:34 pm

[Closed] Let me tell you something

Who: Shinji and Kaito
Where: Kai's house
When: End of Ohnir
What: Getting some quality zzz's
Rating: PGish? for now, will update accordingly if things change.

About halfway through the month, Kaito had caught Shinji in a pretty poor state sleep-wise, and after strong-arming him into a nap, insisted that he should let Kai know if things got bad again. It's a very nice idea, in theory, though Shinji's not the type to go out of his way to seek help. How much use would he realistically get out of the offer? Well...

For the most part, he can deal with nights of little sleep, just as long as he can get some meaningful rest most nights. However once he found himself on his own once more, that unexplained, unexpected figure started creeping back into his typical dreams and nightmares. As it shows up more and more, Shinji finds himself once again getting less and less substantial sleep, simply becoming a just little too anxious about it. If his inability to calm his nerves enough to relax his exhausted body are any indication, tonight seems like it will be another difficult night. Before it gets to be too late, Shinji, mercifully, makes himself confront this inevitability sleepless night, and what he should be doing about it.

He doesn't want to bother Kai, even if the other assured him that coming over for some rest wouldn't be a hassle. But, if he runs into him again looking as worn down as he feels, he's sure there's no way it wouldn't be cause another fuss. If he at least sends Kai a message, then that pretty much obligates him to show up, no matter how much he might be wavering now. Do that much, and he has no reason to back out. So, that's how, as nighttime overtakes Havenwell, Shinji's otherwise empty and quiet house finds itself a little busier as the boy paces about, staring down his communicator and slowly gathering up the resolve to send out a simple message.

'Are you busy right now?'

And, before he can second-guess himself yet again, he sends it off.
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-09-30 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
It took a few moments of blank staring for Kai to realize that the weird sound he'd heard was coming from his communicator. It was quite possibly the first time he had heard the message jingle, which wasn't a sound he was trained to react to yet. Huh!

Also, he was just kind of tired. Ainea's priests had finally shooed him out, insisting he get sleep in his own bed. Ib would be just fine for one night. Fine, fine, sure, he was going.

Check out the sweet timing on this message then. Kai sat up in bed, firing off a quick message back. If Shinji was sending him a message, Kai already had a good idea of what it was about. Good boy, Shinji.

'Nope. Door's unlocked.'

(If these things had emojis on them, it was signed with an orange.)
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-09-30 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
It helped that Kai couldn't think of any other reasons for Shinji to contact him. Especially at night time! Especially after he'd thrown that offer out there to the wind! And honestly he was just already used to only getting messages when someone wanted something. Business as Usual.

Kai had gotten himself out of bed though. There was the distinct impression that Shinji would be a little too polite to just wander Kai's house to find him if he did manage to let himself in. To make this process easier, Kai went ahead and propped the front door open before he wandered off into the kitchen to grab a glass of water.

Did he bother putting a shirt back on for any of this? No, why would he. This was sleeptime attire.
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-09-30 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Welcome to the house of strays, Shinji. Thanks for shutting the door.

Kai came shuffling out of the kitchen to lean into the entranceway. "Hey," he greeted a touch sleepily. Briefly taking a moment to take in the state of Shinji's everything, Kai nodded to himself. The boy looked a bit rough around the edges, but it wasn't as terrible as it could be. It was heartening that this was happening before it hit that point!

"Come on in, you want some water or anything?"

Moving through the house would show Shinji that it was a very sparse home. Beyond some misplaced blankets in the living room, the place looks largely untouched. The kitchen-- which Kai was ducking back in to with a beckoning gesture-- was a little bit more lived in with the signs of dishes, but not by much.
Edited (i used that icon already) 2019-10-01 00:01 (UTC)
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-10-01 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Kinda seemed like there were two right here by my count.

"Sure."

Let him just fill this other glass up then. Even with going through that motion, Kai left it right there on the kitchen table. The recipient wasn't going to back that night, but it'd become habit enough already. That odd task complete, Kai turned a small, unbothered grin towards Shinji.

"C'mon then. My room's this way." He hit the lights, leading Shinji through mystery house to get right to the Cozy Point.
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-10-01 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
It was a house, but he wasn't sure he'd call it a home just yet. So. Probably!

Kai led him through whatever layout these houses were in. Most of the rooms were shut, but there was one that was cracked open a bit and then the one with the door wide open, which Kai slipped his way in to. There was a mess of a blanket with a extra pillow thrown haphazardly on top of from when Kai had grabbed it earlier.

He grabbed it again now, moving it properly up to the head of the bed. It was the same as Shinji's-- really not that much bigger than that cot had been, but it was at least somewhat more comfortable. "Didn't ask last time, but is there a side you prefer?"
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-10-01 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"Cool."

That meant there was absolutely nothing to worry about. Nothing at all! Kai certainly thought this. There was just enough of something there though that made him give the other boy a considering look. It was an almost familiar sensation, though this kind of sleepover wasn't a dire situation. The core elements were the same though: a polite kid uncertain if asking for help was really, actually okay and not a bother. Luckily it wasn't like Shinji had any pent up childhood guilt towards him so this should be even easier to deal with!!

Kai unceremoniously plopped himself on the bed, waving his hand super casually over at him. Check out this Shinji-sized space left over!

"You're good, Shinji. C'mon."
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-10-01 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
All of this was extremely convenient. Very good. Kai let Shinji climb aboard and settle in before he got himself properly situated. Here he came with the patented arm flop again, nice and loose like they started before. This was all fine and there was exactly zero reason to make a big deal about it.

“Yeah. Go for it.”
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-10-01 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
What... kind of secret second fridges were you accustomed to, Shinji.

"Oh," Kai said, almost surprised. There was an affirmative noise behind Shinji's shoulder, since a nod wasn't going to do much good here. "Yeah. A little girl comes to stay when she needs to. S'why I keep the door unlocked."
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-10-02 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
Really nice of him, huh.

"I guess," he murmured softly. It had just felt like the obvious thing to do. "Wanted to make sure she's got a place to go that's safe but not like... back her into a corner."
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-10-02 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
"S'all good, I don't mind questions."

Answering them was one of the few things he could do, after all. Besides offering spare rooms and bedsides and hoping something worked.

After a moment he quietly added, "Don't want you to feel backed into anything either."
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-10-02 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Kai caught the movement, but with as brief as it was there wasn't any time to do anything but meet it with the thoughtful, sleepy look that was already on his face. There were some guesses he could make about Shinji's background, but he was trying not to do that. There really was no way to know on his own, after all. He couldn't guess what Shinji's definition of normal was.

So he wouldn't.

He'd just take this as it was. "Mmm," he offered, "just... let me know whenever, if you want me to back off." If or when it came to that.

He'd at least take it into consideration.
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-10-03 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
Not yet.

It was still easy for the thought to float to the top of his mind. To sit there at the tip of his tongue and just wait for the inevitable. That's just how these things worked. There wasn't nearly enough contrary evidence to start changing his baseline just yet.

But he could keep the thought quiet and swallow it back down. Even if it would change later, Shinji's sentiment was just as nice in the moment.

"Ha, well, that's good to know. I'll try not to wear out my welcome. Was there anything else you wanted to ask while you've got the floor?"
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[personal profile] whenyouneedme 2019-10-03 10:14 pm (UTC)(link)
There was another low hum from behind his shoulder, and Kai gave a slow nod of his head against the pillow. "Alright."

With no more immediate questions on the horizon, the full sleepy was in effect. He wasn't sure how much of this blanket being pulled over his thoughts was because he'd already been tired, or because of the new comfort that came with having someone curled up with him, but man it sure was there.

"Wake me if you need anythin'," he rumbled softly, letting his eyes sink closed.

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