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Lup ([personal profile] necromanswers) wrote in [community profile] hugtopia_logs2020-07-07 11:06 pm

Affurgato Mingle: July edition

Who: Open to all
Where: Affurgato
When: This week
What: An open mingle at the restaurant which is... mysteriously celebratory!
Rating: who knows, probably PG/13ish?


Regulars of Affurgato might notice things have spiced up a little bit in the last several days; the decor is a little brighter, the staff more upbeat, and the food, while tasty as ever, is a little different. The restaurant is advertising a summer menu of slow-cooked BBQ sliders, sweet potato fries with honey butter dip, grilled pineapple and watermelon slices, and warm peach cobbler with ice cream. The prices are slightly more premium than usual, but ooh, doesn't it all smell worth it? Newcomers might even get a discount, if the right elf twin gets their bill. But how do you know which one's the right twin? ...Yeah, good luck with that.

For this week, the menu will include two curious additions as well: a Thanksgiving-esque meal including fresh slabs of turkey and stuffing, flavoured with bacon grease, and a slice of rainbow layer cake. The cats are very attentive, especially to recognizably good tippers, and there's a display sign outside the door with a doodle of a binicorn in flashy sunglasses shouting the words "ONE YEAR MORE, NERDS", which might be weird to those who know that Affurgato opened about six months ago. Ah, well.

Also noteworthy is the fact that an actual, tangible magical bicicorn will be running around for the first 45 minutes of every daily shift that the restaurant is open, trying to scoop people up onto his back and deposit them in front of the shop. You're here now, so you might as well get a meal, right? Don't question it.

Come one, come all! Enjoy some good food and the company of your neighbours, maybe visit the elves and see what's up.
shroudedsecrets: (don't mind if I fall apart)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-08 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Perhaps that better positions us to appreciate their results. Though it may be that simply to know them is enough to widen the scope of our imaginations.
scourgingstars: (stifled the choice; the air in my lungs)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-08 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Inspirational in their own right? I do think I like the sound of that. I don't know that I would aspire to anything so grand myself, but the sentiment is one well worth consideration.
shroudedsecrets: (all i wish is to dream again ;)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-08 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
That it is. It need not take the same form, but there's something to be said for the thought of it all.

Surprise parties aside, how have you been?
scourgingstars: (don't you put me on the backburner)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-08 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I've been well enough--it's been relatively uneventful, for the most part. I hope you've had a similar time of things?
shroudedsecrets: (these lines the last endeavor ;)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-08 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I have managed... some improvements. Otherwise it has been fairly quiet, leading up to all of this.
scourgingstars: (into the setting sun)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-09 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
Some improvements are surely better than none at all, so I'm very glad to hear that.
shroudedsecrets: (doubt all intent)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-10 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
It was for my family. Even if the smallest thing I could do might not seem like enough... when it makes a difference for them, I know.
scourgingstars: (i was broken from a young age)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-10 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
I can understand that. There are few if any things I would fail to do for my own, after all.

[The smile slipped off Ardyn's face, eyes downcast and hands fidgeting with one another restlessly.]

...Even if I should think anything far from enough.
shroudedsecrets: (touch me with your love ;)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-10 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
... It may never feel like enough, on this side.

[ So much to make up for, and lacking the means, in worlds and times beyond these, but here was different. Her own smile falters, as strangely bright as she may seem her pain is never far, but she sees him fidget and holds her hand toward him instead. ]

But while you have them here, the time is the present, should you feel the desire to treat them to something once in a while. No need for everything to be a grand gesture, of course. They make you happy, however, don't they?
scourgingstars: (in desperatione)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-10 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
Of course they do.

[He only hesitated briefly before taking the offered hand, glancing uneasily to the scars on his own before focusing back on Honerva herself.]

I just...worry, I suppose. I know that Noctis looks at me and sometimes sees what I haven't yet become, just as I see echoes of someone else with him in turn. I can't begin to guess what the others truly think to look at me now, so...perhaps I just fear that what I am can not make up for what I will be to them.
shroudedsecrets: (this is me for forever ;)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-10 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
It is an understandable fear. Such reminders can often leave us... shaken.

[ She is mindful of his scars but it does not deter her from the gentle way she is holding his hand. ]

I feel that your family must be aware of that. Even if you resemble someone else you came to be... the fact is they still opened their hearts and home to you as you are right now. Yet... you must feel as though you have not earned that trust somehow, to speak as you do.
scourgingstars: (dear lord hear this call)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-10 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
...Whether earned or not, I don't know that I deserve it. What I am to them, or what I will be in my future...it's not something worth their compassion.
shroudedsecrets: (walk the dark path)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-10 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
... They have not rejected you, for you are different to them, as you are now. Enough for it to mean something.

[ He lives in their house, and can doubt them still? Still... she understands this as well. This persistent worry or fear that what good remains of the present might slip away, and then what?

But it is painful, too. ]


Do not... take that for granted, Ardyn. You would know for certain if they felt another way. If no matter what you said or did was... not enough, even for the present.
scourgingstars: (i will deliver)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-10 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
I-I know. I don't mean to make such kindness sound conditional, gods know I don't want to be. I do trust them--or at least as much as I'm capable of doing so. It's myself that's the problem.

[He squeezed her hand almost nervously, looking away.]

Someday I may yet awaken here as someone else. Some terrible and wretched thing that cares nothing for my family, the world, or anything in between, that only knows how to cause pain to others to alleviate its own. I don't know what will happen, should that come to pass.

That...frightens me, the idea that this person is liable to just disappear without warning.
shroudedsecrets: (one of the lost ones ;)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-10 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
... It is very frightening. I know.

[ A sentiment she's far too familiar with. But this is not about her. She gently squeezes his hand back. ]

If... you spend all your time worried for these possibilities, it will rob you of what you have now. You told me once that you felt lucky for being here as you are, did you not? 'This person' is here right now.
scourgingstars: (i'll never wear your broken crown)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-10 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
...I know. I-...forgive me, it is not my intention to burden you with such things. [He tried to answer with a smile, only a little successfully.] I doubt that I know how to live in the present, and I'm still learning whether or not such a thing is possible for me.
shroudedsecrets: (don't mind if I fall apart)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-10 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
... you need not apologize. I only speak as I do to you because... I know what it is to lose yourself.

[ But perhaps she had not made her position so clear before... and it's never really easy, to say. ]

To... fall so far and for so long into a different person that I could not even realize that there was someone that came before, or to recognize any good in the after, unaided. Many of these difficulties of which you have spoken are... quite familiar to me. All of that to say is... that the task of making sense of what the present is... you have that time now for it, however long it may be.
scourgingstars: (give your soul to heaven)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-10 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
Time has ever been a tricky thing for me to measure. Another thing I'll have to learn once more, it would seem.

[There wasn't any judgment, for whatever it might have been worth; even if Ardyn couldn't possibly know every detail of the story, he could at least piece together the most vague shape of it. His other hand came to rest over Honerva's as well, a slightly better attempt at a smile coming to his face.]

For my own part, I do not think there is any returning to myself, should that come to pass. But having been able to stand after falling so far...that truly does sound as though it takes an immeasurably admirable force of will.
shroudedsecrets: (doubt all intent)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-10 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Force of will alone is not enough.

[ And after what had happened to her even recently, she has all the more evidence for this. Her gaze shifts to the other side of the room, where Lup is engaging with patrons, before looking back toward him. ]

... however, you have the opportunity to make bonds now. The fear may not wholly lessen, but as long as you are here surrounded by those who have accepted you, this time is not without meaning.
scourgingstars: (don't you put me on the backburner)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-10 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Not alone, certainly. I of all people would never dispute the value of a hand reached in aid to those most in need of it. But the strength to reach back and take it is not so small a thing as to be overlooked.

[Ardyn shook his head slightly, with an awkward laugh.]

...We’ve both been very fortunate, haven’t we? I know I never dared assume any Lucian would accept me, or even knew if I wanted them to. How strange to have expectations so sharply defied.
shroudedsecrets: (touch me with your love ;)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-10 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
The reminders are important. It's... a climb, always. Not always so steep, but to stumble is inevitable.

[ But she offers him a smile again as well. ]

We have been. Expectations can be tricky. Setting them too low or too high can be damaging either way. But your views are changing just by being around them as you are, you know. What you learn from them may come to inspire you in time.
scourgingstars: (give your soul to heaven)

[personal profile] scourgingstars 2020-07-11 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
...I do hope so. And I would hope the same for you, of course. I suspect us both in need of a shift in perspective, just a bit.
shroudedsecrets: (doubt all intent)

[personal profile] shroudedsecrets 2020-07-13 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
You're not wrong.

A way to work on perspective is... being aware of what is, and not what is clouded. To not always guess at motives, even if that part comes naturally. So much of it of course... is easier said than done. Having someone to talk to that you trust with it helps.